I have been studying motivation…we are motivated by towards and away from beliefs and feelings. I asked in prayer why is my business going like it is? Then I dream… I am helping someone with hands on healing…I am kicking off two men off my feet.
Wow. I had a dream about me helping (towards what I want) and kicking two men (going away from being hurt when I do what I do) Hands on healing means to me…being in that love state and doing what is not accepted by mankind. I am kicking (fighting) off two men (strength, control, anger) with my feet (understand myself and others)
One of my beliefs is that I have to fight to do what I love to do because it is not accepted by mankind. When I proceed to do what I love then I am attacked and forced to obey and become controlled because I am not strong enough. This is all happening because I don’t have a spiritual understanding of myself or others. I only have an ego understanding.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Dream…5 5 09 - interpretations
Dream…5 5 09
I was sleeping in my bed when the decorator was coming to redo my bedroom. The walls are going to be 2 tone black She came in and talked to me. I got up to start packing and I was already dressed. My husband got all mad that he had to help me. I made a suggestion about if we clear (heal) this part of here to haul out all the rest and then he snapped. I am causing him to do to much work.
Dream switched….
I am outside and this kid cons me he wanted to kill me. He had dogs on leashes as well. He was trying to wrap the dog’s leashes around me. He tried and I did my best to get away. I get away and run for the transportation bus I make it just in time. I stopped the door with my hand I got on and I looked past all those people to see if the boy got on through the second door The name of the boy was Leo Gordon.
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Dream with info…
I was sleeping (different state of consciousness – not aware) in my bed (discovery of yourself, for peace or for some form of escape) when the decorator (An aspect of me; trying to mask or cover up something. You may be putting up a front instead of addressing the core matter at hand.) was coming to redo my bedroom (aspects of your self that you keep private.) The walls (limitations) are going to be 2 (duel, balance) tone (frequencies) black (I want my walls black - joy, hidden spirituality and divine qualities.) She came in and talked to me. I got up to start packing (signifies big changes ahead for you. You are putting past issues and/or relationships to rest and behind you or the burdens that you carry.) and I was already dressed (public self and how you are perceived. It is indicative of the act you put on in front of others. Clothes your condition and status in life.) My husband (waking relationship with your husband and the unconscious feelings you have towards him. The dream may be trying to focus on hidden elements that you are not addressing in your waking life) got all mad that he had to help me. I made a suggestion about if we clear (heal) this part of here to haul out all the rest and then he snapped. I am causing him to do to much work.
Dream switched….
I am outside and this kid cons me (nice manipulated guilty shame way) he (boy – aspect of me that is doing its best to get my attention) wanted to kill me (my fear that he is a boy and I am a girl – control issues.) He had dogs (dog is vicious and/or growling, then it signifies some inner conflict within yourself.) on leashes (need to take control of something, take the lead) as well. He was trying to wrap the dog’s leashes around me. He tried and I did my best to get away. I get away and run for the transportation (group conscious mentality) bus (riding a bus, implies that you are going along with the crowd. You are lacking originality and are taking no control over where your life is taking.) I make it just in time. I stopped the door(opportunity) with my hand (your relationship to those around you and how you connect with the world. Communication, right hand (masculine side) pun I must be right.) I got on and I looked (using my sensory system, looking through fear, projecting the fear) past all those people to see if the boy got on through the second door (another opportunity). The name of the boy was Leo Gordon. (I googled him and he is an actor. He is known as the intimidator and a painter.)
Dream interpretation…
I see that the conscious part of me is not aware of a part of myself (sleep), certain aspect of me is cover up the core issue. There are things I keep private even to my own self (so nature I am not aware). I am having a breakthrough with my limitations. One limitation is how I am perceived or projecting to be perceived. I am in conflict with myself.
The old way of viewing life was to be fearful, watch out for people who manipulate and want to control me. I am to take the reigns and be in control of myself instead of assuming that I will be hurt first and run away. I am to stop projecting them to attach me. One thing I am doing is going along with group consciousness and has to be afraid first, react rash second. I am missing opportunities by being right instead of seeing it for what it really is.
Leo Gordon. He plays or acts as… but really is a wonderful person.
Sum up: We can get caught up with the Ego…fear to make reality that we don’t truly see the truth…
I was sleeping in my bed when the decorator was coming to redo my bedroom. The walls are going to be 2 tone black She came in and talked to me. I got up to start packing and I was already dressed. My husband got all mad that he had to help me. I made a suggestion about if we clear (heal) this part of here to haul out all the rest and then he snapped. I am causing him to do to much work.
Dream switched….
I am outside and this kid cons me he wanted to kill me. He had dogs on leashes as well. He was trying to wrap the dog’s leashes around me. He tried and I did my best to get away. I get away and run for the transportation bus I make it just in time. I stopped the door with my hand I got on and I looked past all those people to see if the boy got on through the second door The name of the boy was Leo Gordon.
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Dream with info…
I was sleeping (different state of consciousness – not aware) in my bed (discovery of yourself, for peace or for some form of escape) when the decorator (An aspect of me; trying to mask or cover up something. You may be putting up a front instead of addressing the core matter at hand.) was coming to redo my bedroom (aspects of your self that you keep private.) The walls (limitations) are going to be 2 (duel, balance) tone (frequencies) black (I want my walls black - joy, hidden spirituality and divine qualities.) She came in and talked to me. I got up to start packing (signifies big changes ahead for you. You are putting past issues and/or relationships to rest and behind you or the burdens that you carry.) and I was already dressed (public self and how you are perceived. It is indicative of the act you put on in front of others. Clothes your condition and status in life.) My husband (waking relationship with your husband and the unconscious feelings you have towards him. The dream may be trying to focus on hidden elements that you are not addressing in your waking life) got all mad that he had to help me. I made a suggestion about if we clear (heal) this part of here to haul out all the rest and then he snapped. I am causing him to do to much work.
Dream switched….
I am outside and this kid cons me (nice manipulated guilty shame way) he (boy – aspect of me that is doing its best to get my attention) wanted to kill me (my fear that he is a boy and I am a girl – control issues.) He had dogs (dog is vicious and/or growling, then it signifies some inner conflict within yourself.) on leashes (need to take control of something, take the lead) as well. He was trying to wrap the dog’s leashes around me. He tried and I did my best to get away. I get away and run for the transportation (group conscious mentality) bus (riding a bus, implies that you are going along with the crowd. You are lacking originality and are taking no control over where your life is taking.) I make it just in time. I stopped the door(opportunity) with my hand (your relationship to those around you and how you connect with the world. Communication, right hand (masculine side) pun I must be right.) I got on and I looked (using my sensory system, looking through fear, projecting the fear) past all those people to see if the boy got on through the second door (another opportunity). The name of the boy was Leo Gordon. (I googled him and he is an actor. He is known as the intimidator and a painter.)
Dream interpretation…
I see that the conscious part of me is not aware of a part of myself (sleep), certain aspect of me is cover up the core issue. There are things I keep private even to my own self (so nature I am not aware). I am having a breakthrough with my limitations. One limitation is how I am perceived or projecting to be perceived. I am in conflict with myself.
The old way of viewing life was to be fearful, watch out for people who manipulate and want to control me. I am to take the reigns and be in control of myself instead of assuming that I will be hurt first and run away. I am to stop projecting them to attach me. One thing I am doing is going along with group consciousness and has to be afraid first, react rash second. I am missing opportunities by being right instead of seeing it for what it really is.
Leo Gordon. He plays or acts as… but really is a wonderful person.
Sum up: We can get caught up with the Ego…fear to make reality that we don’t truly see the truth…
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