I have been studying motivation…we are motivated by towards and away from beliefs and feelings. I asked in prayer why is my business going like it is? Then I dream… I am helping someone with hands on healing…I am kicking off two men off my feet.
Wow. I had a dream about me helping (towards what I want) and kicking two men (going away from being hurt when I do what I do) Hands on healing means to me…being in that love state and doing what is not accepted by mankind. I am kicking (fighting) off two men (strength, control, anger) with my feet (understand myself and others)
One of my beliefs is that I have to fight to do what I love to do because it is not accepted by mankind. When I proceed to do what I love then I am attacked and forced to obey and become controlled because I am not strong enough. This is all happening because I don’t have a spiritual understanding of myself or others. I only have an ego understanding.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Dream…5 5 09 - interpretations
Dream…5 5 09
I was sleeping in my bed when the decorator was coming to redo my bedroom. The walls are going to be 2 tone black She came in and talked to me. I got up to start packing and I was already dressed. My husband got all mad that he had to help me. I made a suggestion about if we clear (heal) this part of here to haul out all the rest and then he snapped. I am causing him to do to much work.
Dream switched….
I am outside and this kid cons me he wanted to kill me. He had dogs on leashes as well. He was trying to wrap the dog’s leashes around me. He tried and I did my best to get away. I get away and run for the transportation bus I make it just in time. I stopped the door with my hand I got on and I looked past all those people to see if the boy got on through the second door The name of the boy was Leo Gordon.
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Dream with info…
I was sleeping (different state of consciousness – not aware) in my bed (discovery of yourself, for peace or for some form of escape) when the decorator (An aspect of me; trying to mask or cover up something. You may be putting up a front instead of addressing the core matter at hand.) was coming to redo my bedroom (aspects of your self that you keep private.) The walls (limitations) are going to be 2 (duel, balance) tone (frequencies) black (I want my walls black - joy, hidden spirituality and divine qualities.) She came in and talked to me. I got up to start packing (signifies big changes ahead for you. You are putting past issues and/or relationships to rest and behind you or the burdens that you carry.) and I was already dressed (public self and how you are perceived. It is indicative of the act you put on in front of others. Clothes your condition and status in life.) My husband (waking relationship with your husband and the unconscious feelings you have towards him. The dream may be trying to focus on hidden elements that you are not addressing in your waking life) got all mad that he had to help me. I made a suggestion about if we clear (heal) this part of here to haul out all the rest and then he snapped. I am causing him to do to much work.
Dream switched….
I am outside and this kid cons me (nice manipulated guilty shame way) he (boy – aspect of me that is doing its best to get my attention) wanted to kill me (my fear that he is a boy and I am a girl – control issues.) He had dogs (dog is vicious and/or growling, then it signifies some inner conflict within yourself.) on leashes (need to take control of something, take the lead) as well. He was trying to wrap the dog’s leashes around me. He tried and I did my best to get away. I get away and run for the transportation (group conscious mentality) bus (riding a bus, implies that you are going along with the crowd. You are lacking originality and are taking no control over where your life is taking.) I make it just in time. I stopped the door(opportunity) with my hand (your relationship to those around you and how you connect with the world. Communication, right hand (masculine side) pun I must be right.) I got on and I looked (using my sensory system, looking through fear, projecting the fear) past all those people to see if the boy got on through the second door (another opportunity). The name of the boy was Leo Gordon. (I googled him and he is an actor. He is known as the intimidator and a painter.)
Dream interpretation…
I see that the conscious part of me is not aware of a part of myself (sleep), certain aspect of me is cover up the core issue. There are things I keep private even to my own self (so nature I am not aware). I am having a breakthrough with my limitations. One limitation is how I am perceived or projecting to be perceived. I am in conflict with myself.
The old way of viewing life was to be fearful, watch out for people who manipulate and want to control me. I am to take the reigns and be in control of myself instead of assuming that I will be hurt first and run away. I am to stop projecting them to attach me. One thing I am doing is going along with group consciousness and has to be afraid first, react rash second. I am missing opportunities by being right instead of seeing it for what it really is.
Leo Gordon. He plays or acts as… but really is a wonderful person.
Sum up: We can get caught up with the Ego…fear to make reality that we don’t truly see the truth…
I was sleeping in my bed when the decorator was coming to redo my bedroom. The walls are going to be 2 tone black She came in and talked to me. I got up to start packing and I was already dressed. My husband got all mad that he had to help me. I made a suggestion about if we clear (heal) this part of here to haul out all the rest and then he snapped. I am causing him to do to much work.
Dream switched….
I am outside and this kid cons me he wanted to kill me. He had dogs on leashes as well. He was trying to wrap the dog’s leashes around me. He tried and I did my best to get away. I get away and run for the transportation bus I make it just in time. I stopped the door with my hand I got on and I looked past all those people to see if the boy got on through the second door The name of the boy was Leo Gordon.
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Dream with info…
I was sleeping (different state of consciousness – not aware) in my bed (discovery of yourself, for peace or for some form of escape) when the decorator (An aspect of me; trying to mask or cover up something. You may be putting up a front instead of addressing the core matter at hand.) was coming to redo my bedroom (aspects of your self that you keep private.) The walls (limitations) are going to be 2 (duel, balance) tone (frequencies) black (I want my walls black - joy, hidden spirituality and divine qualities.) She came in and talked to me. I got up to start packing (signifies big changes ahead for you. You are putting past issues and/or relationships to rest and behind you or the burdens that you carry.) and I was already dressed (public self and how you are perceived. It is indicative of the act you put on in front of others. Clothes your condition and status in life.) My husband (waking relationship with your husband and the unconscious feelings you have towards him. The dream may be trying to focus on hidden elements that you are not addressing in your waking life) got all mad that he had to help me. I made a suggestion about if we clear (heal) this part of here to haul out all the rest and then he snapped. I am causing him to do to much work.
Dream switched….
I am outside and this kid cons me (nice manipulated guilty shame way) he (boy – aspect of me that is doing its best to get my attention) wanted to kill me (my fear that he is a boy and I am a girl – control issues.) He had dogs (dog is vicious and/or growling, then it signifies some inner conflict within yourself.) on leashes (need to take control of something, take the lead) as well. He was trying to wrap the dog’s leashes around me. He tried and I did my best to get away. I get away and run for the transportation (group conscious mentality) bus (riding a bus, implies that you are going along with the crowd. You are lacking originality and are taking no control over where your life is taking.) I make it just in time. I stopped the door(opportunity) with my hand (your relationship to those around you and how you connect with the world. Communication, right hand (masculine side) pun I must be right.) I got on and I looked (using my sensory system, looking through fear, projecting the fear) past all those people to see if the boy got on through the second door (another opportunity). The name of the boy was Leo Gordon. (I googled him and he is an actor. He is known as the intimidator and a painter.)
Dream interpretation…
I see that the conscious part of me is not aware of a part of myself (sleep), certain aspect of me is cover up the core issue. There are things I keep private even to my own self (so nature I am not aware). I am having a breakthrough with my limitations. One limitation is how I am perceived or projecting to be perceived. I am in conflict with myself.
The old way of viewing life was to be fearful, watch out for people who manipulate and want to control me. I am to take the reigns and be in control of myself instead of assuming that I will be hurt first and run away. I am to stop projecting them to attach me. One thing I am doing is going along with group consciousness and has to be afraid first, react rash second. I am missing opportunities by being right instead of seeing it for what it really is.
Leo Gordon. He plays or acts as… but really is a wonderful person.
Sum up: We can get caught up with the Ego…fear to make reality that we don’t truly see the truth…
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Messages from Spirit - Cledon
I awaken inside of me and know there was more to life then meets the eye. I heard the saying. Have you ever seen a million dollars? Just because you haven’t doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
I learned to pay attention to synchronicity. I would start my day and ask what am I to learn today? What is the best way to live today? As my day proceeds, I get ready and do what was on my list to does.
Examples: I would be brushing my teeth and I swear the lady in the TV commercial was talking to me. I would be driving along and the radio announcer is talking about something but I hear his voice answer the question. I think, “Oh no he didn’t” what disbelief over came me. I know he didn't say that to everyone. The more I accepted God’s way to speak to me the more I was excited to getting the messages. Examples like that go on an on. What I called synchronicity, others call it cledon.
Cledon - spontaneous form of getting a message from the otherside. It is giving innocently and unknowingly delivered to you by someone. This will serve as Divine Guidance.
So once you ask a question go out and live. These answers stick out like sore thumbs to me.
As I give a reading to people. If there is more then one person, like in a gallery setting. As I am getting them I am also giving out clues. For instance, I feel this is a brother who hung himself. Feels very bad of the choice he made. He doesn't want you to make bad choices. I may be speaking to one person but the message could also be for someone else. It is just like when someone is telling their sad story or an inspiring message and you swear they were talking about you or they were speaking directly to you.
You may hear other people talking and they bring up a subject. You feel it is a warning. You are excited to make a dish that requires you to use peanut oil to bring out the flavor. But the two people talk about how hard it is to read every label to find out if it has peanuts in it. There are so many people who have peanut allergies and how deadly they are. You feel this is a message to you and you decide to cook without it, you maybe me thankful because you might find out later that the people you were going to serve it to have peanut allergies.
Once you get a sign a cledon then you will know that you can’t go looking for it. It has to find you and once it does you will know. If you were to go looking for it then you Ego, your conscious state will get in the way which causes doubt, fear, worry, and a whole host of things that you don’t need to go thorough.
In life as a mirror world, you will to know this is a great clue. lifeisanillusioneducation.blogspot
I learned to pay attention to synchronicity. I would start my day and ask what am I to learn today? What is the best way to live today? As my day proceeds, I get ready and do what was on my list to does.
Examples: I would be brushing my teeth and I swear the lady in the TV commercial was talking to me. I would be driving along and the radio announcer is talking about something but I hear his voice answer the question. I think, “Oh no he didn’t” what disbelief over came me. I know he didn't say that to everyone. The more I accepted God’s way to speak to me the more I was excited to getting the messages. Examples like that go on an on. What I called synchronicity, others call it cledon.
Cledon - spontaneous form of getting a message from the otherside. It is giving innocently and unknowingly delivered to you by someone. This will serve as Divine Guidance.
So once you ask a question go out and live. These answers stick out like sore thumbs to me.
As I give a reading to people. If there is more then one person, like in a gallery setting. As I am getting them I am also giving out clues. For instance, I feel this is a brother who hung himself. Feels very bad of the choice he made. He doesn't want you to make bad choices. I may be speaking to one person but the message could also be for someone else. It is just like when someone is telling their sad story or an inspiring message and you swear they were talking about you or they were speaking directly to you.
You may hear other people talking and they bring up a subject. You feel it is a warning. You are excited to make a dish that requires you to use peanut oil to bring out the flavor. But the two people talk about how hard it is to read every label to find out if it has peanuts in it. There are so many people who have peanut allergies and how deadly they are. You feel this is a message to you and you decide to cook without it, you maybe me thankful because you might find out later that the people you were going to serve it to have peanut allergies.
Once you get a sign a cledon then you will know that you can’t go looking for it. It has to find you and once it does you will know. If you were to go looking for it then you Ego, your conscious state will get in the way which causes doubt, fear, worry, and a whole host of things that you don’t need to go thorough.
In life as a mirror world, you will to know this is a great clue. lifeisanillusioneducation.blogspot
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Talking to Spirits
I have chosen to shut off this ability. I didn't think it was acceptable. I believed like the rest of world so I could fit in. I believed in the group consciousness about the otherside. I wanted to fit in so much. My ego was doing all the talking in my head. You can’t see it therefore it doesn’t exist. If you are hearing voices in your head then you must be crazy. To be a skeptic was more acceptable. You don’t want to stand out in the crowd and have people laugh. You don’t want others to talk and spread rumors. You don’t want people to come at you with pitchforks and torches.
As a child we have the emotional, sensory self. By the time we hit about the age of seven we hit the stage of “Age of reasoning”. It doesn’t mean that we have the ability to be perfectly rational all of a sudden. It is like when we are born. We come into this world observing and interacting with the world to get our needs met. We learn that there is language. Then to be able to learn from our abc’s to 123. We learn to lie in one position to wiggling around to walk and run. It takes time to observe and learn and master it. Well that is the same as age of reasoning. We enter into a lot of irrational decisions, ideas, concepts, values, morals and etc. Eventually we weed out what no longer serves us and we resolve and evolve. But that sounds simple but that is not true. We are so conformed to be what is accepted into society.
Learn about ego at lifeisanillusioneducation.blogspot.com
As a child we have the emotional, sensory self. By the time we hit about the age of seven we hit the stage of “Age of reasoning”. It doesn’t mean that we have the ability to be perfectly rational all of a sudden. It is like when we are born. We come into this world observing and interacting with the world to get our needs met. We learn that there is language. Then to be able to learn from our abc’s to 123. We learn to lie in one position to wiggling around to walk and run. It takes time to observe and learn and master it. Well that is the same as age of reasoning. We enter into a lot of irrational decisions, ideas, concepts, values, morals and etc. Eventually we weed out what no longer serves us and we resolve and evolve. But that sounds simple but that is not true. We are so conformed to be what is accepted into society.
Learn about ego at lifeisanillusioneducation.blogspot.com
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